Greedy human beings

When people is dead, you want him alive and nothing else.
When people is alive now, you want him to be yours.
When he is yours,
you want him to be all good to you,
you want him to be all faithful to you,
you want him to make you feel secured,
you want him to love you beyond universe,
you want him not to hurt you at all when all those hurts might actually come from your own overthinking and guessing.
Now you have got your perfect man that is 100% rated 5 stars from people around you and guess what ..you're into somebody else already or he has another love affair already and it comes to a 'broken hearted' you or him. Then it comes to the end of the story.

Reasons for me to be alone all this time and even afraid to be close to anybody else because people just cant get enough.

If everyone be like 'this is our first date..' every time they meet, bringing that passion to every single time they meet, i swear there will be no heart broken stories, there will either be 'im so into him or her' or 'no more next time and be gone' instead of waiting, crying, heart breaking, apologising etc etc etc whatever

How many of them are actually suffering for this suffocating love life?
How many left that are happily being with their partners, i wanna say i'll learn from you guys and congratulation.

How many of them still cry to sleep or suffer from insomnia every single night, afraid to text him or her due to 'ego' issue, 'fear' issue, 'better dont disturb him or her' issue? Stop that because you have a lot to do with your life, to be a better you, think of your family first, that bunch of friends and go traveling.
The right one will come at the right time babe just stop chasing, if they care, they will chase after you and not giving up.
Love yourself.

Sincerely, me.