frozen desire

 

what now

dont tell me how smart you are in betraying your girlfriend or how superficial your relationship is 

dont tell me what you got from that guy or how much that leather is

when 

we cant even give back to our parents yet

we cant even be the best version of ourselves to treat the world equally

such piece of shit i am 

then he brought out the best of me

becuz

he gave me all his time.

&

-  -  e  f  f  o  r  t  -  - 

Dark Paradise

 Instead of getting that pile of stupid assignments done, I decided to turn up with my laptop. Gone through another week with another separation. The greatest pain comes from leaving. I can feel that kind of pain tears us apart but i know we can never avoid the suffering of leaving, is that what we called great suffering? we will then experience the joy of loving when we got to spend time together. Letting go is not my thing; instead of missing the old, happier memories will take place, they remind me those risk of loving worth taking.

Dressed up to ride for you boy, my days come alive for you;

You push it to the limit we just dont care, that burning desire aint gonna stop.

x