the day after mommy's birthday vacation..
6 years, after 6 years finally, finally we got to see them, touch them, eat at the same table and we hugged, some were holding tears ..me too. We have missed you so much. Everything looked good. We tried so hard to take things funny but we all know this is just a part of human weakness. Nothing is fun here, its just another way to go through this part of lost life. I have never accepted 'stay strong' in my life because i accepted weakness as a part of me and i have no idea what the hell is strong we are just human. So much emotions, so soft and so fragile. All memories brought up hurts so much, I will never forget those tears in her eyes. I always ask myself why did bad things like this happen to us? Why us? then I never got an answer, never. And, I laughed. They dont know.. I cried so much, I blamed so much, I hated so much. I am just an ordinary girl who wishes to trade something to get those things back but the cruelest murderer is greed.
- - - -You're killing yourself - - - -
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