Exhale

Ok whatever this is me right now. Got caught up in my temporary bad temper n i decided to shut myself up, sit down n type it all out. I hate everyone outside of this room. Why do i get stressed out so easily? Sister is sitting over there practising guitar, sometimes i wanna say thank you for, at least, doing something to cover up the freaking annoying chaos times nonsense happening outside of the room. We have our own ways to cope with shits happen to us, you know when you're forced to do so to keep yourself calmed instead of running away from home. Just realised i have got so many pictures taken with loved ones around me maybe i learnt to get away from bullshits cz all u need is to occupy yourself with the lovelies around you and be happy, thats all that matters. 

The girl on the left, if i ever learnt her forever-girly-slowmotion-babawhitesheephaveyouanywool-temper, i wouldnt be single sitting like a man right here right now.

The one on the right, fyi, she is not a girl so lets talk about the other good sides of hers. She has a no eyebrows. K bye. 

She sings really good and she is deaf for some particular moments for instant mom-is-talking-to-her or teacher. :))) Hehehehhe our lives are perfect with each other, no improvement needed, only the degree of wisdom and level of the sense of humour (trolling). 

How to smile with teeth when i dont have teeth. ^^
Slowly im getting a darker hair colour i wanted to go black but getting out of this few years of comfort zone is not easy and no more colour lens, no more concealer no more bronzers. I only ask for a better skin. People wont understand how stressed could it be to have pimple prone skin and everyday you apply this n that before bed and hoping tmr it will get better and so the first thing you do after opening your eyes in the early morning is to check out whether is your face not so irritated anymore i can never accept those koreans skin cz it feels like omg so horrible tak mungkin to me i wanna just die haihs someday i put down my ego i'll post my naked skin photos and the testimonial for the skin products/medicines i've been using recently only if they work. Only skin problem people like me will discover the best products for combination skin. Pray for me. :) Thank you x

New phase

Hi, dropping by to see the world. 

According to xiaxue's rule, the chubbier dashiel is, the happier she is. Therefore im definitely following her rule :)  
How are you over there? 
Safe n sound?
< 3 

No matter how was your day, dont get caught up in your silly emotions, please please go to sleep after this, wake up n be happy. Eat, sleep, college, repeat = me.

2014 has been treating me good. I went to college n made new friends. Tu-dia-kenal-pertama-hari-je-dah-macam-kenal-3-tahun, she is D, another gorgeous mixed ahh im just calling her banana yes hi banana bye. 

Talking about college.. well math was sucks, still sucks, math n i; oil n water; algebra fvck, business n english are still fine. Whatever.. all i want is to go n have fun ahha. A lot of old buddies over there so happy to reunite with them and some i even got to be in the same class with them so yea hi people you guys fail more la k and we will always get to be classmates ^^

Haaaa this is me waking up at 530am 3 days a week in order to travel n enjoy the awesome jam till college ...i dont wanna imagine how's the following sems gonna bring me into.. some wrinkles maybe or a pair of u n - erase ble dark circles zzz fml but chris u need to make it for 2 years alright please please --.-- 

Good luck to me and whoever is reading this. 

Goodnight n loves

x.o.x.o

Across the chaos

I wanted to say only good things took place in my life on the last month of 2013 but well i dont bring that to the current life now cz i realised i've changed too much in order to please people 'hi i hate everyone' mood is on burrrrr

Back to december!
Alright my xmas eve was...? i forgot lol 
Still, thank you for the flowers. ;) Santa never missed me out! 
Anyways, my new year's eve was awesome :DD 
Party with so many of them who just got back in town i love you all grr why cant good friends all stay next to each other >.< 

Recalling everything happened in 2013. I swear I've never felt time flies seriously cz it has always been such a cliche thing to say yet now i still couldnt believe that our fav goddamn chinese new year is just 27 days ahead omg and something to feel excited about is im going down to kl with a bunch of 'hongkie damn troll ish buddies' n im bringing them around ahh :DDD and Not To Forget i've to get my last dose of whatever cervical vaccination done, attend the orientation day of college then the regular class is starting off on the 13rd shit. Going back to school seems so tiny for me to even remember the date then officially travel to college until people around me kept on nagging on me =// 

2013 was a mess. Everything happened intense. Withdrawal from college, house moving, the end of a relationship, giving my ego a break, accepting new people, and of course realising who are real during this downhill of my life. Life hadnt been this worse before yet I earned the best thing in life. I f e e l so g r a t e f u l & thank y o u! :)