I rmb reading a book called Thirteenth Summer back in high school
My best friend gave it to me one day while we were on our ride to school
I started loving the smell of a new book ever since then
High school was the greatest time of my life until this moment (wishing for the best is yet to come)
I was cool enough and lucky to hang around only with a few friends but to me, they were the best, or I called whatever's mine the best?
Nothing much impressive despite constantly strolling around to look for cute guys and doing the best in exams to stay cool
Graduation day has finally arrived I did not shed a tear bcs we gotta stay cool
I rmb 2 things about that day.
First, a girl name Jessica, a junior girl who had been after a cute guy who will be graduating on that day. The guy had never glanced at her at all bcs she was the typical chubby girl people had been calling and people laughed at her and belittled her all the time in chasing for a guy.
I was watching her from a distance, she was crying so badly looking at the direction where the guy sitting in the hall. I can't deny my heart was in pain and my tears were rolling.. Maybe she will be the only one who loves him the best all his life but at that point of life, timing can never fit in right
The second thing was a hand-drawing by someone I supposed I knew
I got it in an envelope on my desk when i got back to class after the graduation ceremony
I hid in my room for the whole day, did not have dinner nothing
Thinking about not seeing you again after that
The fear started to overwhelm me and I can't stop crying the whole time
I had not felt that pain after that day
I guess that was what we called youth
or love?
Thank you for coming into my life, even just for a while.
We will be all right, now and always.
