star dust

from here, i can see the different colored roofs
from here, i can hear different voices telling different stories
from here, i can see you working hard for the future
from here, i can see you thinking of me
from here, everything seems like tales

Now, I'm here because i can't own you there.
Sometimes i wondered if i could still meet someone like you
They thought they cut off my dreams, they instead made me hold on so much tighter than ever
If dreams were so perfect that they never will turn real, let me stay in those dreams.
Those are my happiness.

My Valentine

 I will always ask him out for a meal soon before he was about to leave for his studies. We had a 5-course-dinner at macalister mansion this time and it was fine. He's back to Brisbane again today. I did not cry(in front of them). Let me hear you clap. It has been a really really difficult ones for me to have gone through the past few months without him by my side. I feel so thankful to have somebody who would accept the crazy side of me and deal with my shit. I have always been a total mess. His patience level must be Asians'. Thank you for everything. I might brag a lot but all those were hormones. Okay lets get greater, stronger and immortal together. Love ya.  

X

Everything lasts till the end

Nothing lasts forever? 
Things decompose, both living and non-.
However, more important things stay. They happen, form, create memories and sink in part of our hearts. They are discrete and incorruptible. None of them has really gone. 

Whatever happened today will turn into memories. Every day is a new opportunity to live, love and make return to your loved ones. Appreciation, compassion, filial piety and gentlemanliness are underrated. Regrets are more than gratitudes. 

How do we fix this?

dreams

you will meet people who wakes up to take down the first snow to show you
you will meet people who thinks of you when they see cute stuffs at the store window 
you will meet people who allows you to talk to them till you drop your phone and fall asleep
you will meet people who can brings out the little girl inside you
you will meet people who makes you feel like you wanna grow old together with
you will meet people who tries to make your dream come true wholeheartedly
maybe, you havent met the person yet
maybe, you missed it
maybe, it is timing
maybe, you need to be braver 

growing up teaches people to be selfish, stay strong or fight for your 'dreams'

admit it
your dreams weren't these dreams .

Another dimension

"One more month ok baby..

I promise to make things clear with her..

I dont care about them 

I just want you 

....for the rest of my life.."

Remember how crazy the love was
how we sneaked out from the windows at 4am 
we didn't sleep we never slept 
we were up all night to talk about stars and dust and things that were unreal 
we skipped school to create memories
we got caught together 
we hid 
we took risk
we played as long as we got along
we laughed for everything and forgot about the world
we exchanged nail polishes 
we shared stuffs
we were different 
we lived for each others' weaknesses
wasnt that the best time of your life?

Did that happen in another dimension?

Why am i stuck here?