whats worth it

He held my hand so tight while laughed at me when the nurse was poking the needles into my skin today..

He let me sniffed him all the time and he smelled sourly hehe ew..

He talks to me every night and never said he wanted to sleep first until i voiced out.

He made me crazily mad at him.. quite often then he covered things up so fast that i wonder its the love or its his skill 

I can't think of a single issue that has changed over time since the day we met. Them people talked a lot but i chose to believe what i see and how i feel about this. 

we've all grown up 

it has come to a point where 'no' is hard to say, ego is taking over child-liked faith.

what meant to happen will find its way eventually.

"If you love someone, set them free."

---- our first love quote to each other

but sometimes,

 all we want to say is stay.

Suddenly

on a scale of 0 to 10 

0 = birth; 10 = death

you know on scale which number are you standing on right now? you sure?

came across to someone saying "since you are born to this world, just do the thing, bro, you are gonna die hahah" nay not so much of worries actually. Just. Do. It. 

So Im going to do some shit for a few days starting tmrw. Wish me l u c k x o x o 

Motherly Me.

Watching a couple sitting opposite to each other while facing down enjoying to their sushi and ramen 

How amazing people come together, from two families, carry varied background, from different education paths. Their eyes contacted, smiled, clicked and so here they are sitting together; positioning each other their priority and most importantly, part of their lives and all about it.

Dont be forgetful. Love your parents. Remember how happy it was to hold daddy's hand ..

Heard that he's getting married and moving hundred miles away from home. Men from mars women from venus maybe so i can never understand they leave daddy mommy because of their love. Can u dont..or i shall stop feeling motherly all the time, yup.

Most of us think that its cruel to keep animals in the zoo 365 days due to loss of freedom but we never know some of them probably enjoy the low level of fear from being attacked living in the wild, food supply 3 meals a day and the joy of getting close to humans? I'm that one kind.

xmas vibes

there was this waitress approached to serve us molten chocolate cake aka lava cake ...thats why pfft

two-in-one-reindeer // no big deal

newspaper-wrapped-up-present was the key

"..dont get number 12.. just dont"

long time no fie! more to come ~*

everyone was still trying hard not to get present number 12...

bomb! need i say more?

can u ask him where did we have our xmas dinner???? 

----

..still love you ^^ 

watched them people counting down from the yacht of the birthday boy while we were counting down for xmas plus xx's b'day :')) appreciated the night < 3 

It was a pretty different kind of xmas this year, 2014. =) feeling thankful for having them people all year long and i wanna say i am lucky to have them. May your following days be filled with joys and laughters (like every time we met) heheh gotta admit that i only laugh till my tummy aches when they do shits all around. What i learnt for 2014: dont let good people slip out of your hand okayyy? okay.

and to you, 

all the way, mine,

the rest dont matter ok.

happy new year xo

frozen desire

 

what now

dont tell me how smart you are in betraying your girlfriend or how superficial your relationship is 

dont tell me what you got from that guy or how much that leather is

when 

we cant even give back to our parents yet

we cant even be the best version of ourselves to treat the world equally

such piece of shit i am 

then he brought out the best of me

becuz

he gave me all his time.

&

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