Forgetful

Sometimes you try your hardest, but things dont work out the way you want them to.

OR

Sometimes you try your hardest, but things dont work out the way you want them to, then try harder.

I once sent this to one my old friend and he replied the second statement. I thought for a while and i was initially disagreed with him but then i think again, i wouldnt say i nod but point of view thing.

Came out with the idea of forgetful because it has been a long forgetful life 

I've been living as a forgetful person for 20 years and recently only i learnt to appreciate and always bear in mind about all the goodness in people, in everything. 

You might forget to bring something small to school today but I forgot that Im not his girlfriend anymore today

I forgot we are not friends anymore not even necessary to say hi

I forgot how a love relationship works that as a girl dont approach guys with girlfriends cz Im not feeling comfortable if i were that girl

I forgot that I was under disguise as a cheerful girl till i treated someone emotionally today only I realised thats the real me but how could people live if we are all showing our real feelings when the world needs no negativity no more

I forgot we should put family first they are the only one stand with you forever

I forgot love was once nonsense to me and now im letting it occupies me every single part of me

I forgot to love myself and whoever deserves it and I forgot I've been doing a same mistake over and over again

I forgot who am I today.

Valentines Day ♡

Thought i'd be the coolest for valentines day but ended up i wasnt feeling good at all.

Spotted many girls in college dressing up so pretty putting on the best makeups ever for the jam-to-dinner-date right after class. Honestly i was so jealous but i could actually join that group of single classmates to have korean cuisine yet i headed home and had thai food with family. When you started to feel better spending time with your family than your friends, what is this? 

Anti-social // stay-home-for-the-best-comfort-zone has turned me into someone better-to-be-alone than with anyone else. Is it that good to be alone or i simply suffer from the phobia due to the pain they left since then? 

Despite all that, i got flowers too and words cant describe how blessed i am. Thank you so much and also the watch. :) 

I should feel grateful about everything i have, stop that over-exaggerated depression that social media has been spreading it everywhere everyday. 

I wish everyone of you out there had the bestest valentines day yesterday. 

Stay with the one you love always, dont leave her. 

x

Food trip x mip interactive museum day

 We have cool kidz miss vv in da house :P

Dropped by Pitstop for their pancakes and there goes my honey milk :D

Happy Chinese New Year ^^

I feel it somehow creepy ...

  {多春茶樓}

        {Moontree}

 {Kaffa}

 Thank you uncle lim for the kopi o. 

That was too heavy lah wey 

Cute. 

Cute friends are mine. 

My friend is cute. 

Microwave. 

Had an awesome day out with vivian and jingle. Had so much fun, walked along the roadside under this holly big sun but what to do when we cant get any nearby parking slots :( Did silly things as usual & the reason we went home earlier than we expected and cut off a few places where we planned to go cz vivian and i kept yawning whatthe.... we are in a serious relationship with our beds ^^

Exhale

Ok whatever this is me right now. Got caught up in my temporary bad temper n i decided to shut myself up, sit down n type it all out. I hate everyone outside of this room. Why do i get stressed out so easily? Sister is sitting over there practising guitar, sometimes i wanna say thank you for, at least, doing something to cover up the freaking annoying chaos times nonsense happening outside of the room. We have our own ways to cope with shits happen to us, you know when you're forced to do so to keep yourself calmed instead of running away from home. Just realised i have got so many pictures taken with loved ones around me maybe i learnt to get away from bullshits cz all u need is to occupy yourself with the lovelies around you and be happy, thats all that matters. 

The girl on the left, if i ever learnt her forever-girly-slowmotion-babawhitesheephaveyouanywool-temper, i wouldnt be single sitting like a man right here right now.

The one on the right, fyi, she is not a girl so lets talk about the other good sides of hers. She has a no eyebrows. K bye. 

She sings really good and she is deaf for some particular moments for instant mom-is-talking-to-her or teacher. :))) Hehehehhe our lives are perfect with each other, no improvement needed, only the degree of wisdom and level of the sense of humour (trolling). 

How to smile with teeth when i dont have teeth. ^^
Slowly im getting a darker hair colour i wanted to go black but getting out of this few years of comfort zone is not easy and no more colour lens, no more concealer no more bronzers. I only ask for a better skin. People wont understand how stressed could it be to have pimple prone skin and everyday you apply this n that before bed and hoping tmr it will get better and so the first thing you do after opening your eyes in the early morning is to check out whether is your face not so irritated anymore i can never accept those koreans skin cz it feels like omg so horrible tak mungkin to me i wanna just die haihs someday i put down my ego i'll post my naked skin photos and the testimonial for the skin products/medicines i've been using recently only if they work. Only skin problem people like me will discover the best products for combination skin. Pray for me. :) Thank you x

New phase

Hi, dropping by to see the world. 

According to xiaxue's rule, the chubbier dashiel is, the happier she is. Therefore im definitely following her rule :)  
How are you over there? 
Safe n sound?
< 3 

No matter how was your day, dont get caught up in your silly emotions, please please go to sleep after this, wake up n be happy. Eat, sleep, college, repeat = me.

2014 has been treating me good. I went to college n made new friends. Tu-dia-kenal-pertama-hari-je-dah-macam-kenal-3-tahun, she is D, another gorgeous mixed ahh im just calling her banana yes hi banana bye. 

Talking about college.. well math was sucks, still sucks, math n i; oil n water; algebra fvck, business n english are still fine. Whatever.. all i want is to go n have fun ahha. A lot of old buddies over there so happy to reunite with them and some i even got to be in the same class with them so yea hi people you guys fail more la k and we will always get to be classmates ^^

Haaaa this is me waking up at 530am 3 days a week in order to travel n enjoy the awesome jam till college ...i dont wanna imagine how's the following sems gonna bring me into.. some wrinkles maybe or a pair of u n - erase ble dark circles zzz fml but chris u need to make it for 2 years alright please please --.-- 

Good luck to me and whoever is reading this. 

Goodnight n loves

x.o.x.o