Wake me up when september ends

   

Im the person who lasts but funny thing is they all left me. I feel wasted for you. 

That makes me love myself even more now and i found it quite difficult to love anybody else when you started loving yourself more and more. I have issues I never blame. Daddy said you will end up with someone nobody has ever expected. My daddy never went wrong because we have already done the biggest mistake in life.

 There's nothing else to lose.

x

So close to family

Despite everything, I still believe people are good at heart because of their existences in my life.
/ XX

Its the soul that needs the surgery - pretty hurts by beyonce

[ To: 2015 May 27 ]

Lucky me, having a hard working sister that indirectly pushed me closer to the life i have always wanted to try on for the past 2 years. Sister and I have moved out from home, living at the island. To stop wasting time traveling to college; to move out from home, major factor.

Sleeping together has always been our thing since forever although we have our rooms perspectively, we moved to the guest room together, opened up the mattresses, instead of sleeping on the proper bed, we preferred those mattresses on the floor. Single bed is cozy. Small room, dull lightnings, a study desk which only adequate for some books and a laptop is definitely enough. Time flies, im graduating in a year time. Im going to continue my degree here since I wanna be with my sister and im going to study aboard for the final year. Sister will be coming with me for her degree. Not a bad thing after all, was feeling kinda wasted for the 2 years i spent in kl after high school. It was a pretty adventurous place thou. You gotta walk through it, you, yourself that earned that experience. Learnt a lot. Changed a lot. 

Been staying connected to myself for the second year already. Nothing bad about it. 

Thank you sister, B. 

Loves. 

Jillian Azelyna, Hanni Teniadi, Christine Macarons, Ernest Zacharevic

Jill & Honey, they were both my housemates back in days when i was in kl. A free hotel room that has driven them down to Penang for a getaway plus To Visit Me arent you? ^^

Couldn't even remember how many times have I been bringing my people around this Penang island   < 3 Such a lovely place I live in isnt it? 

xo

Story of my life

You see me now, sometimes you dont. :P

Dramatic life. Despite everything, If I could stay alive on earth till 68 years old, i'll have 48 years left. So its more like a 2 times of repeating this 20 years i've been living. Where the hell have i been to this 20 years? Ahha I have been to more isolated islands and nothing else. . . . Sometimes I feel so scared that how if our souls still feel things and things are still there only that the body is dead hmm 

I think a lot. I dream a lot. 

Was taught to define 'myself' from the book i recently read and things that i knew about myself have been changing or its just my perspective that keeps changing every single day. I dont agree with things I do too. I felt this most of the time but now Im more like a wandering Chris, wanders everywhere, everyday, Im stuck in our dreams.

It was this dream that ..i tweeted them.

Count your blessings.

Count things that have put a smile on your face today. 

^^

Loves n hugs 

x