Walking in loubs

We dont hold on things that hurt us, we feel pain aren't we?
I do wish this is a tangible item I could just leave it and there will be pain no more.
But girls, are designer heels hurt?
Tell me how comfortable you are walking in them. I have no clues.

Keeping them as a part of the collection ya?
Walking in them everyday no?

This makes sense to me.

Greedy human beings

When people is dead, you want him alive and nothing else.
When people is alive now, you want him to be yours.
When he is yours,
you want him to be all good to you,
you want him to be all faithful to you,
you want him to make you feel secured,
you want him to love you beyond universe,
you want him not to hurt you at all when all those hurts might actually come from your own overthinking and guessing.
Now you have got your perfect man that is 100% rated 5 stars from people around you and guess what ..you're into somebody else already or he has another love affair already and it comes to a 'broken hearted' you or him. Then it comes to the end of the story.

Reasons for me to be alone all this time and even afraid to be close to anybody else because people just cant get enough.

If everyone be like 'this is our first date..' every time they meet, bringing that passion to every single time they meet, i swear there will be no heart broken stories, there will either be 'im so into him or her' or 'no more next time and be gone' instead of waiting, crying, heart breaking, apologising etc etc etc whatever

How many of them are actually suffering for this suffocating love life?
How many left that are happily being with their partners, i wanna say i'll learn from you guys and congratulation.

How many of them still cry to sleep or suffer from insomnia every single night, afraid to text him or her due to 'ego' issue, 'fear' issue, 'better dont disturb him or her' issue? Stop that because you have a lot to do with your life, to be a better you, think of your family first, that bunch of friends and go traveling.
The right one will come at the right time babe just stop chasing, if they care, they will chase after you and not giving up.
Love yourself.

Sincerely, me.

Forgetful

Sometimes you try your hardest, but things dont work out the way you want them to.

OR

Sometimes you try your hardest, but things dont work out the way you want them to, then try harder.

I once sent this to one my old friend and he replied the second statement. I thought for a while and i was initially disagreed with him but then i think again, i wouldnt say i nod but point of view thing.

Came out with the idea of forgetful because it has been a long forgetful life 

I've been living as a forgetful person for 20 years and recently only i learnt to appreciate and always bear in mind about all the goodness in people, in everything. 

You might forget to bring something small to school today but I forgot that Im not his girlfriend anymore today

I forgot we are not friends anymore not even necessary to say hi

I forgot how a love relationship works that as a girl dont approach guys with girlfriends cz Im not feeling comfortable if i were that girl

I forgot that I was under disguise as a cheerful girl till i treated someone emotionally today only I realised thats the real me but how could people live if we are all showing our real feelings when the world needs no negativity no more

I forgot we should put family first they are the only one stand with you forever

I forgot love was once nonsense to me and now im letting it occupies me every single part of me

I forgot to love myself and whoever deserves it and I forgot I've been doing a same mistake over and over again

I forgot who am I today.

Valentines Day ♡

Thought i'd be the coolest for valentines day but ended up i wasnt feeling good at all.

Spotted many girls in college dressing up so pretty putting on the best makeups ever for the jam-to-dinner-date right after class. Honestly i was so jealous but i could actually join that group of single classmates to have korean cuisine yet i headed home and had thai food with family. When you started to feel better spending time with your family than your friends, what is this? 

Anti-social // stay-home-for-the-best-comfort-zone has turned me into someone better-to-be-alone than with anyone else. Is it that good to be alone or i simply suffer from the phobia due to the pain they left since then? 

Despite all that, i got flowers too and words cant describe how blessed i am. Thank you so much and also the watch. :) 

I should feel grateful about everything i have, stop that over-exaggerated depression that social media has been spreading it everywhere everyday. 

I wish everyone of you out there had the bestest valentines day yesterday. 

Stay with the one you love always, dont leave her. 

x

Food trip x mip interactive museum day

 We have cool kidz miss vv in da house :P

Dropped by Pitstop for their pancakes and there goes my honey milk :D

Happy Chinese New Year ^^

I feel it somehow creepy ...

  {多春茶樓}

        {Moontree}

 {Kaffa}

 Thank you uncle lim for the kopi o. 

That was too heavy lah wey 

Cute. 

Cute friends are mine. 

My friend is cute. 

Microwave. 

Had an awesome day out with vivian and jingle. Had so much fun, walked along the roadside under this holly big sun but what to do when we cant get any nearby parking slots :( Did silly things as usual & the reason we went home earlier than we expected and cut off a few places where we planned to go cz vivian and i kept yawning whatthe.... we are in a serious relationship with our beds ^^